Week 5 – New shenanigans

Hello world,

I get it.

One of the things I struggle with is “time management” It seems that the classic statement that we all have 24 hours in a day and 7 days a week doesn’t apply to me.

So I thought about it for a bit and I realized what’s really happening..

Why do I feel so busy..Hint Hint..

It’s because I’ve never chunked and scheduled anything.

You see, I live this dualistic life where apart of me wants things to be “clockwork”. I pour x amount into advertising and I receive x amount back. Yet another part of me wants to just figure it out..

I’ve been thinking recently.. uh oh watch out..

And I realize..

My heart and my brain are conflicting.

My heart:

I go to “work” on something and I get sidetracked. Make no mistake.. I want to be successful it’s just that with basketball and football season on I’d much rather be doing those things which get me excited but truthfully don’t add value into my life. Whether I watch these “players or not” doesn’t really affect them but it depletes my time.

My heart wants to just hang out, go to a coffee shop and hang with a friend.

My brain:

I’m running unconscious programming which makes me flip back and forth.

I want to be successful I tell myself. I want it so bad.. then I think about the work and I don’t want it so bad.

Then something happens in life and say it again.. it’d be amazing to be successful and then I repeat this cycle..

So what’s the point in all of this..

First.. We need to make a decision.. Actually correction I made a decision..

Second.. The MMKA program has kept me focused on improving me week by week and through the reprogramming it will only to continue to get better.


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